beberapa aktiviti SMEG

dekat trolak utk team buliding

talent day punye hal..

first time smeg ade gmbe 20 org..

crazee bunnies loves steamboat..

dinner kat restoran nelayan..

SMEG smakin rapat dari hari ke hari...sume dah rase cam family..walau ade yg suke sgt bgado tiap kali jumpe..annoyed each other..still deep down inside love grow each day..dont deny it..i juz knew..hahahahaha

dah lame tak post..

this what we called follow the theme

we have our own aladdin

gadis smeg memandang aril dgn pndgn mencurigakan..

syu loves this pic..right angle means beautiful pix

aqmar n me...mmg camera lover

with yaya..skali pandang mcm waheeda jer..tp yaya xsuke org ckp cm tuh..heheh

with aril lak..one pix can tell hundred possibilities..

ni aku ngn afero...kbtulan bju sme kaler..

baru ader time nak upload sumthing...so skrg ni aku nk cite pasl dinner dlu..bukan la nak cite per sgt..juz nak letak few pix..

si dia kembali senyum

yessss, yesssss,, lpas pnt2 aku pujuk n segala mcm ayat, die nk gak reply msg aku..tp siap bg warning..die kte blom abis sakit ag..huhuuhu, trime jer la..jnji die nak reply tu kire occay la..hope xlame la die mara tuh...
to eqmal..si dia is my skandal jer..blom declare couple lagi..or should i say not going to couple..huhuuhuh..no worries pal, aku inform nt lau pape prkembgn tuh..

my penasihat is occay again

ari tu aku ade ckp my mr penasihat had leave me..n now he's coming back to me..thank God..die mmg cmtu, time ngh mara jgn la nk kaco2 die..die akan brada dlm mode memasang dinding yg sgt utuh n dont bother me.. what ever it is..he is fine now...im soooo hepyyyyy... yeeeeeeeeeeayyyy...harap2 die mcm ni jerr..aku xlarat la nk kne silent treatment ag..ngn si dia di alor staq tuh,ngn boo lagi..boo, jgn mara2 lagi tau..i promise not to do the same..u are so hensem now..hehehehe...abiskan study tuh..jgn malas2 ag tau..lau ade problem tuh, trus jer coming to me..u know u can always count on me rite....aku dpt boo blik, si dia lak gdo..cmne laaa ni...hopeless la aku nie..

alhamdulillah..abis blaja 3tahun..

rabu 12 ogos 2009

ari ni blik kulim blik..tdo puas2 gnti mlm yg memenatkan..n then kua ngn mkndak mkn..ptg tu boo msg tnye kat mne..after 4 month he disappear from my life..he msg me..feel like a dream..bce msg tu dkt 5 kali bru reply..n die ckp die free mlm tu..tnpa pikir pnjg, aku ckp okey, i'll see u tonite..siap2 lebih kurg, amik kunci kreta n drive to penang again..aku rase mgu ni pe yg aku wat sume luar alam..drive kulim-penang tu mcm kg pandan g ampang point jer.. tp sbb syg nk jumpe boo punye pasal, snggup beb..tgu die siap2, dlm kul 10 jln tnpa tujuan..as usual bile dah xde bnde n wat..catch up a bit here n there..sedar2 dah smpai feringghi..parking n trus brjalan2 tgk bnde yg jual kat tepi2 jln tuh..aku beli present utk rumate gems, boo beli lighter..makin hensem btol my boo ni.style utk sem ni ialah real cute boyband..smile jer jln ngn die..even dh 4 bulan xcontact lgsung.but the chemistry still there..pastu g mc d for supper..bru la leh tgk muke die face to face..oh God, how i miss him so much..and he is still the same ..n time nie la nk korek rahsia mne die menghilang..jwpn snang gile..rase nk jage rumah tangga sndiri n xnak pikir bnde lain..occcayyyyyyy...jwpn diterime..mlm berlalu dgn senyuman ketika tdo..npe??? he did sumthing before leave..hahahhahahaah

khamis 13 ogos 2009..

the big day..my big day..convocation ke 40 usm.. sidang ke tiga..aku ready utk amik segulung ijazah(tp skrg tk pkai gulung2 ag, aku dpt mcm buku)..betapa hepinye, teruja, bangga, terharu n macm2 perasaan yg tak tergambar..im proud of myself lpas 3tahun yg mengujakan..xsngka pun dah 3 tahun.. n skrg aku rase aku lebih matang dr dlu.. n i should be..kua hall cari abah n mama utk salam n thanked them..pastu g amik gmbr..bdk2 len lak sibuk ngn fmily masing2 n xsmpat pun nk jumpe dorg..at the end, aku pun blik jer..along pun bwk mama blik gurun..n aku, abah, makndak n kak ifa g blik pulau mkn durian..nyum nyum..pastu blik kulim.. n guess what..aku tdo kul 9mlm.. apakah??

jumaat 14 ogos 2009
ari ni nk g anta jubah..tp before tu g amik gmbr sepuas ati..org pndang pun wat bodo jer..like i do care la kan..bak kate budak2 ni, aku sorg jer konvo kan..hahahahha..lau dh otak tak centre tu xleh ckp per la..tp syg xsmpat amik gmbr kat school terchenta..its okey..mlm ni kene pulang ke kl..mkndak anta g gurun..n end of my whole week di penang..tomorrow kmbli ke kl n khidupan sperti biase..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....mizz penang so much!!! n yeah, mslh ngn si dia blom stlle..nk wat cmne ehh...putus??? nooooooooooooo.....

seminggu yang bermacam

ahad-9 ogos 2009

ari ni aku nk g penang...kembali ke penang lepas 3bulan lebih..kembali utk mnjadi seorg graduan cum penganggur..huhuh..atleast xder la aku xder keje skrg ni..still aku ngh training ngn GEMS tuh..g nek bas ke kulim, g umah mkndak n stay kat sne for a week..lame aku cuti GEMS tuh..hahaha..

isnin 10 ogos 2009

ari ni kne g penang..dlm kul 12 aku btolak ke penang dari kulim..drive sorg2 beb.ngn xtau jlan nye..men redah jer..hantam jer la kan..paling2 pun kene wat u turn jer..smpai jer amik angah..lame giler xjumpe die..rindu sgt2..pastu col sharul bgtau dah smpai n jumpe die jap kat cfe aman..makin hensem n kurus..okey la for senior kan..ade la junior terpikat nt..next amik ateh n acik utk g mkn..pastu g queensbay nk g crik kasut konvo..jln jer lebih tp xde satu pun yg berkenan..pastu along col ckp dh smpai, amik kat jeti..next station perangin mall..pastu jln2 lapar blik..trus g mc d sbb nk tuntut jnji kat angah.hahaha..pdn muke die..ckp aku xnak cyer ag..trime la nasib..pastu g jumpe alang, anis n naja kat chow rasta..tnpa memikirkan org rmai, trus berpelukan tgh2 laman tuh..giler btol..*SHAME* agenda strusnya blik usm utk reheasel..mlm g mkn ngn adik bradik cm biase kat ivory.. n guess what?? alang bgtau aku ade deli kat kedai tuh.. n aku ngn konfidennye pilih tmpat yg btol2 nmpak die..sjer jer..reason?? sbb aku dh lme xnmpak die or aku sje nk bg die tau yg aku wujud kat situ..hell i care lau time tu die ngn gf die..mlm tuh blik bilik niza n tumpang kat situ.since we have a lot to catch up, kul 3 pagi baru tdo..cian kak njang..

selasa 11 ogos 2009
mlm td plan nk g alor star..4 what? let me keep it to my self.. tp pagi tu bwk dorg g carik kasut dlu..coll org tuh xdpt2 sbb tdo kot..kul 4 bru die col blik n aku trus ckp aku nk g sne..die xbg tp like i give a damn..if i said i want to, means i want to..we havent met for like forever..(hyperbola) pas antar ct g umah kak die, aku pun mneruskan prjlnn to our very first palce we met..the same spot, same chair..lain environment..ape yg aku nmpak ialah... he's changed.. a lot..n im amazed..tibe2 rase nk trime jer die as my steady..wakakaka..fizikal btol minded aku ni..crite lebih kurg, g mkn..tp aku leh spoil the whole nite..die blik ngn keadaan yg mara..same goes to me..dh la drive sorg blik usm kul 12 mlm..ngn nangis2 ag...aku mmg x waras time tu..x logik btol pe yg aku wat tu..luar alam sungguh..smpai jer msg2 gdo ag smpai kul 3 pagi lak...

GEMS PROGRAM

start 21/jun/09- satu lagi episod hidup aku bermula..daripada xwat pape kat umah, atlast aku join program Graduate Employibility Management Scheme.pttnye aku join bnde ni ngn mber2 aku tp dorg cancel last minit. so aku nekad nk g sorg gak..pas interview aku dpt col kte brjye koin program ni..
mule2 tuh aku blur gak pasl per bnde ni,dah la dftar sorg xde mber..bile dah join aku rse worth it..sbb die bg aku pnglaman bekerja disamping memperkasa ilmu pgetahuan aku ttg bnde yg lain sgt ngn uni life..eventhough aku lagi suke uni life, still aku kne hadapi gak working life ni..so aku kene lebih bijak sesuaikan diri..
bnde yg pling aku risau bukan sbb program ni p nk carik kwn..thank God aku dpt rumates yg best n xsombong..aku leh get along ngn dorg since first day ag..n dorg yg wat aku xrase kekok sgt kat sini...budak2 USM xramai yg join ni kat sini..lau ade pun aku xrapat or xknal..sbb budak u lain ramai yg dah mmg knal each other..
aku harap ngn pnglaman ni aku akan jadi lebih bersedia dan matang utk masuk working industry..program ni mmg bgus utk fresh graduate mcm aku ni utk tmbh ilmu..plus die bg elaun monthly.so xde la aku keje utk duit smta2 kan..atleast aku dpt tmbh ilmu pgetahuan pd mase yg sma..

its been a month

its been a month since i finished my final paper..seem like forever..
duhhh, what am gonna do after this..nk carik keje xdpt2 lak tuh..
npe la org xnak amik aku kje ni..so dok umah abiskan beras besarkan bdn
penat2 aku diet time kat usm dlu..last2 dok umah jap jer ilang sume tuh..waaaaaa..

a few things that came out..my ex started sms me back after a year..my new fren didnt pick up my col for two weeks sbb die malu kat aku..n the worst part was.....
MY BELOVED PENASIHAT DUMP ME like forever..what the hell??

okeyy, xper2 baru sebulan kan..another two month 2 go before my convocation day..after dat kne serius carik keje dgn gigihnye..anyhow..wish me luck..