raya 2009

beraya di Tapah

first raya-Mama+along

tepi sungai ngh kutip durian blakg umah atok sdaraku

ngn bju kurung pun jadik jer

durian+telur burung unta???
this time raya, xbyk sgt amik gmbr coz my phone rosak..n i dont have camera.(pity me)..huhuh..nevertheless, still have few captures for this raya..first time raya withput gelaran STUDENT.. this year the family theme is green..yaa, we love d earth..*smile* for the first raya kat kg pandan(still kg lagi okey), the next raya g Tapah,Perak for suasana real kg..hahahah..tp bukan lebih pergi braya, juz g mandi sungai n cari durian..waaa, dengan bju kurung redah hutan..mmg out abis..3rd raya pulak kat umah mak di sg buloh..after a while kat sana, kne blik umah la sbb esok nye nak keje...sabtu lak g semenyih ziarah kubur arwah atuk n g umah makngah skali..from there trus g umah along kat putrajaya for "Mkn-mkn raya". thats what my cousin claimed..mkn nasi ayam yg sedap made by maklong..sekaligus mencilok few movies dri along transfered straight to my lappy..ade ke g raya umah org bwk lappy..hahahaa..
n ahad to pulak, my turn pulak wat mkn2 raya..n thankx to sme yg dtg..n of cz sory to bing n gf coz xdpt entertain time tu coz sgt buzy di dapur..(spe suh dtg awal)..best coz jumpe mber lame yg dh 5taun xjumpe..n d chef of d day is my acik..menu nye ialah spagetthi, meehun singapore n meehun malaysia..looks like everyone dah grow up..rase kejap sgt...bile bukak blik cite skola, xsdr mase dah brlalu..sume dtg ngn bf, jmput dtg majlis tunang n kwen..n ade sorg tu siap dtg bwk perut ag..6months pregnant..nsib baik la baby tu lom kuar,lau x xpasl jer kne kua duit raya..huhuhuhu..rase cm jap sgt mse brlalu..n aku?? bile lak nak kwen eh...

we are different.

A lot to say yet don’t know how to express. Sometimes words can hurt people more than a sword does. We can’t please everyone, that’s for sure. But how to please ourselves?? How to please myself?? A big question mark there.. Yes everyone has their feeling, their thought, their way of thinking, their personal opinions. Some might be the same, but some might not isn’t it? So what we should do is just accept the opinion without prejudice.
Why bother when someone have different opinion from you. You don’t even have the right to say it wrong. It’s their opinion. Respect as people respect your thought. Imagine if everyone thinking the same way, we could end up living in a monotonous world. What a life?? Does it matter to you if people like chocolate but your not. It’s because the different that makes us unique. And the uniqueness is beautiful.
Of course accepting one’s idea or thought is through thinking. Don’t simply blindly accept it. And when we accept it, think again, isn’t really suits you well? Are you capable of doing it or its just not you. Be yourself. That right. No one like you and that what makes you a YOU. Again, we can’t please everyone. So keep it simple and loves yourself. Let people condemn you, only you know what are the reason for all that happened. That’s good enough. Remember, The Al-Mighty knows better why He gives us the challenge to face. And He didn’t give what we can’t afford to take in.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2009

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri diucapkan kepada mama, mak , abah n the rest of my family members. angah mintak maaf dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki. halalkan makan minum angah selama ni. maafkan angah lau ader terlepas ckp.

to my adik bradik..
maklong, along, angah, alang, acik,ateh and sue..anjang mintak maaf lau ader kata2 anjang yg mengguris perasaan, halalkan makan minum anjang slama kite kenal and anjang harap hubungan kita xkan terpisah walau jarak kita jauh.anjang sayang sgt kat korang sume.

to members and friends..
kepada semua yg mengenali madie samada baru kenal or dah lme..selamat hari raya to all of u and may this coming lebaran will bring u'll happiness. forgive all my wrong doings..

umumnye kepada semua umat Islam di dunia ini..

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI 2009.
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN


ikhlas daripada

MADIE@ANJANG

aku tak phm...

Aku tak paham nape org suke berjanji n tidak tunaikan. Selalu cakap tapi tak buat. And the best part nye, bile die salahkan org len sbb org tu ingtkan balik kat die pe yg die dah lupe. Aku yg xphm org ke org yg susah nk phm aku..aku rase aku dh ckup simple utk org dekat yet people still thought that I’m too hard too understand. Tak cye tnyelah kat lelaki yg penah rapat ngn aku..lau pompuan tu aku rase okey lagi la..
Aku ni senang jer sbnarnye..lau janji ngn aku, means kene tunaikan janji tu..lagi satu aku ni once dah syg kat org, mmg aku syg giler kat org tu..dlu aku ader la perjanjian with this guy that I knew since form six. Syg tu mmg tahap xingat la. Tp pas die masuk uni, die makin jauh ngn aku, n the answer very simple, “saya busy la”. “semua org berubah”, “saya dah xsame cam dlu”. “masing-masing ada tanggungjawab”.
Aku rase aku pun masuk u jugak, ader keje jugak. Tapi still ade mase utk cari die n everything. Ohh yea, maybe aku sangat senang n lapang time study dlu kot. Bile tnye the same answer keep repeating. And yes, I understand the statement and what do I do is move on with my life. But is it hard to juz send me one sms atleast to say how are u? rase cam per tau, aku rase cam dipinggirkan or dilupakan. Over? Sensitive? Or exaggerate? I don’t know. U tell me.
He’s right. I’m not a priority in his life. Actually I’m no one in his life. Well, he doesn’t need me. He has frens, he has girlfriend. Even though he told me that he never forget about me, but action speaks louder than words man. This crap that I wrote is juz to throw out my feelings that bother me lately. Why is it I’m the one who take the initiative to ask him out, to msg him. Am I that stupid to understand or I’m too blind to see. And of coz this guy is not my boyfren but he special to me.(I don’t about he felt about me?) does the word kakak means so much to him or its juz a word. “kak mad, saya tak penah lupe kat kak” rase cam nak pgg janji ni, tp makin hari makin pudar sbb dah rase jauh sgt. And I missed my “brother” so much.


*ignore the grammatical error*

xtau la..npe camni..

after grade, bocha2 huru hara sume ade cerite sndiri in their love story..sume might be gud, n of coz sum of it might sound bad..nak bg pndapat, aku sndiri pun terumbang ambing lagi..couple yg xpnh gdo tbe2 dgr cite kne suruh tunang ngn org len..mrs yg susah nk trime org jd significant other tibe2 sngup beli tiket bus nk g dating jauh2..bf yg pd pndapat aku leh jage mber aku tibe2 hilangkan diri..pe kes ni sume..
sbgai manusia still kite ni hanya leh merancang jer..yg tentukan ttp Allah..personal opinion aku ialah, kite akan bertemu dgn ramai org yg salah sblm kite bertmu dgn yg sesuai ngn kte..so to all my adik bradik..sabar n berdoa lah byk2 k..aku sntiasa ade ngn korg utk support korg come hells water or tide..i love u all..

along, angah,alang,ateh,acik,sue and maklong..

madie perasan japp

i loves myself

perspektif.. ni juju chan punye keje..die yg ajar amik gmbr cmni..

rumate kat DPC

mkn2 kat kfc

rumate tersayang...plus kza..

even kenal for 2.5 ,month, tp rapat sgt,,yela lau dh 24 jam tgk muke tu jerr...love u all...

beberapa aktiviti SMEG

dekat trolak utk team buliding

talent day punye hal..

first time smeg ade gmbe 20 org..

crazee bunnies loves steamboat..

dinner kat restoran nelayan..

SMEG smakin rapat dari hari ke hari...sume dah rase cam family..walau ade yg suke sgt bgado tiap kali jumpe..annoyed each other..still deep down inside love grow each day..dont deny it..i juz knew..hahahahaha

dah lame tak post..

this what we called follow the theme

we have our own aladdin

gadis smeg memandang aril dgn pndgn mencurigakan..

syu loves this pic..right angle means beautiful pix

aqmar n me...mmg camera lover

with yaya..skali pandang mcm waheeda jer..tp yaya xsuke org ckp cm tuh..heheh

with aril lak..one pix can tell hundred possibilities..

ni aku ngn afero...kbtulan bju sme kaler..

baru ader time nak upload sumthing...so skrg ni aku nk cite pasl dinner dlu..bukan la nak cite per sgt..juz nak letak few pix..