Wednesday, October 28, 2009

rasa macam baru semalam[ni masuk mode kenangan+teringt]

Rasa macam baru smalam jer

Saya masuk kelas first year utk introduce KP

Berkenalan ngn awak and the others
Kuar ngn awak g round Penang dgn van yg xder road tax, minyak abis tgh jalan but we still enjoy our day.
Lepak kat tgh padang smbil sume org share their problems
Kite busy ngn Gegar U smpai xtido mlm, g PISA n all the stuff,g CONVEX on d last day to enjoy ourselves.
Kite msg without anyone know
Kite kua berdua for the first time for tea
Kita declare couple on 23 September 2007,5.25am.
Kite spend time for birthdays celebration, sahur everynite
Kite spend time on weekends utk mghabiskan ari cuti( gado+baik)
Awak dtg umah mase sem break n I cook for u n ur brother, bwk jln2 area KL.
Awak ckp I’m ur last one
Awak kucup dahi saya mase saya nk blik cuti sem smbil saya nangis sbb awak lmbt smpai.
Awak naik cuti bwk moto, n ever since, awak brubah.ignoring me,xnk kua ngn sy, xreply msg sy,xcol sy lagi, ajak dinner pun xnk.
Ader org nasihat to leave u before I get hurt and for the sake of my pride n heart.
Tapi awak tau x, saya xnak sbb per, sbb saya sayang awak. Sayang sgt.. and I don’t want to leave u. u are my everything.
And sebulan saya tahan sblm tarikh keramat tu. Jam 8.25 am 12 April 2008, awak msg ckp awak bnci sgt kat saya.
Time tu awak btol2 wat perkara yg saya takutkan n ape yg org tue ckp akhirnya jadi kenyataan. Org tu ckp die dah tau lame. Awak tau, hancur btol hati saya. Im not being myself that time. Crying like crazy. And the worst part is, saya ngh exam.
Saya tanggung beban tu smpai Tuhan utuskan seseorg utk ringankan bebankan saya dan bawak saya kuar dari alam khayalan saya tu. And he remind me not worth it to sakit sbb awak. U don’t deserve me.
Saya masuk sem dgn nafas n smgt baru. And ur look worst. xterurus lngsung. Pity u ha?
Saya try utk utk hidup tnpa awak n it took me a year. Finally I can let u go. Totally.
I told myself, d moment I saw u with another girl, then u are out of my mind. 12 April 2009. I saw u with another girl, n ur gone from my life.

And now
Saya rasa dah leh terima everything
Saya terima penjelasan awak
Saya terima awak kate segan nak berhubung lagi ngn saya sbb saya baik sgt kat awak n awak malu wat saya mcm tu
Saya ade hidup baru yg lagi bermakna without u
Saya ada kwn2 yg sayang saya n never hurt me like u did
Saya ada sahabat yg always there for me come high and low water.
Even sumtimes sy teringt kat awak and our memories, its juz kngn yg datang n pergi.
Saya maafkan sume per awak wat kat saya and saya mintak maaf jugak utk sume salah saya kat awak.

Kenapa aku tulis bnde ni even bnde ni dah jadi sjarah, sbb tibe2 rase nak luahkan sumthing yg lame terbuku. Even dah lame sgt bnde ni tersimpan, now bru rase nk share ngn org len.
Maybe nothing to u but sumthing to me.

U maybe nothing to the world, but you might be everything to someone’s world.



Tuesday, October 13, 2009

lirik lagu yg memberi kesan kat aku smlm (12OCT2009)

Inikah berakhirnya
Hidupku yang ku rasa tidak secantik potret yang terlakar dikaca
Inikah makna cinta
Datangnya berbunga bunga belum dijamah pahitnya jelas terasa

Ku renung kisah kita
Perbalahan antara
Erti bersama
Airmata dan lelah buat kita berbalah
Dendam terujud segala yang indah
Hilang hilang

Dari satu hujung ke satu penghujung berlari
Tapi hanya makin ku jalani
Jalan jalan yang sempit sekali
Imbasan warna warni cerita cerita dalam hidup kita
Hingga paling kelam kan terpapar di slot akasia

Jauhku fikirkan tentang kita tanpa kita
Sedalam dalam kita mencari jawapan yang sama
Mungkin berbeza antara jalan yang ditentukan
Namun ku percaya jika mata ditutup disitu ada cinta

Berpasangan insan telah dijadikan
Dalam satu jiwa bakal mewujudkan
Bermusim kegelapan dapat dipinggirkan
Namun kita manusia senang dibutakan
Menyintai bukan untuk disakiti
Sejambak bicara harus ditepati
Carta belaian jiwa dilonjakkan tinggi
Tak menjunam jatuh menghempas ke bumi
Sejati itu yang kau ucapkan
Sebuah melodi dan hanyalah satu ungkapan
Kata kata lontaran sekadar ukiran hiasan
Takkan berbunyi bila bertepuk sebelah tangan
Setinggi mana tak guna nak dikecapi
Tiada dua satu jiwa tiada erti
Tiada lagi rekaan khayalan mimpi ngeri menyelubungi
Hanya meniti hari meneliti hati

Thursday, October 1, 2009

stick with you -pussycat dolls

I don't want to go another day
So i'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know i got a good thing right here
That's why i say (hey)

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

I don't want to go another day
So i'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And i say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else i can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why i say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you