rasa macam baru semalam[ni masuk mode kenangan+teringt]

Rasa macam baru smalam jer

Saya masuk kelas first year utk introduce KP
Berkenalan ngn awak and the others
Kuar ngn awak g round Penang dgn van yg xder road tax, minyak abis tgh jalan but we still enjoy our day.
Lepak kat tgh padang smbil sume org share their problems
Kite busy ngn Gegar U smpai xtido mlm, g PISA n all the stuff,g CONVEX on d last day to enjoy ourselves.
Kite msg without anyone know
Kite kua berdua for the first time for tea
Kita declare couple on 23 September 2007,5.25am.
Kite spend time for birthdays celebration, sahur everynite
Kite spend time on weekends utk mghabiskan ari cuti( gado+baik)
Awak dtg umah mase sem break n I cook for u n ur brother, bwk jln2 area KL.
Awak ckp I’m ur last one
Awak kucup dahi saya mase saya nk blik cuti sem smbil saya nangis sbb awak lmbt smpai.
Awak naik cuti bwk moto, n ever since, awak brubah.ignoring me,xnk kua ngn sy, xreply msg sy,xcol sy lagi, ajak dinner pun xnk.
Ader org nasihat to leave u before I get hurt and for the sake of my pride n heart.
Tapi awak tau x, saya xnak sbb per, sbb saya sayang awak. Sayang sgt.. and I don’t want to leave u. u are my everything.
And sebulan saya tahan sblm tarikh keramat tu. Jam 8.25 am 12 April 2008, awak msg ckp awak bnci sgt kat saya.
Time tu awak btol2 wat perkara yg saya takutkan n ape yg org tue ckp akhirnya jadi kenyataan. Org tu ckp die dah tau lame. Awak tau, hancur btol hati saya. Im not being myself that time. Crying like crazy. And the worst part is, saya ngh exam.
Saya tanggung beban tu smpai Tuhan utuskan seseorg utk ringankan bebankan saya dan bawak saya kuar dari alam khayalan saya tu. And he remind me not worth it to sakit sbb awak. U don’t deserve me.
Saya masuk sem dgn nafas n smgt baru. And ur look worst. xterurus lngsung. Pity u ha?
Saya try utk utk hidup tnpa awak n it took me a year. Finally I can let u go. Totally.
I told myself, d moment I saw u with another girl, then u are out of my mind. 12 April 2009. I saw u with another girl, n ur gone from my life.

And now
Saya rasa dah leh terima everything
Saya terima penjelasan awak
Saya terima awak kate segan nak berhubung lagi ngn saya sbb saya baik sgt kat awak n awak malu wat saya mcm tu
Saya ade hidup baru yg lagi bermakna without u
Saya ada kwn2 yg sayang saya n never hurt me like u did
Saya ada sahabat yg always there for me come high and low water.
Even sumtimes sy teringt kat awak and our memories, its juz kngn yg datang n pergi.
Saya maafkan sume per awak wat kat saya and saya mintak maaf jugak utk sume salah saya kat awak.

Kenapa aku tulis bnde ni even bnde ni dah jadi sjarah, sbb tibe2 rase nak luahkan sumthing yg lame terbuku. Even dah lame sgt bnde ni tersimpan, now bru rase nk share ngn org len.
Maybe nothing to u but sumthing to me.

U maybe nothing to the world, but you might be everything to someone’s world.